Last week a boy said to me before class,
“I had a dream about you the other night. We died in a car accident together.”
I drove with him once, in real life, the night he told me he hated being alive
and I wanted nothing more than to kiss the sentence off his lips.
One hand on the steering wheel like an itch – the night he could’ve run us off the road
but didn’t.
In dreams we look for picnic blankets and cherry blossoms
and instead I brought you blood, a shattered windshield,
a bouquet of broken bones.
Like the pen that drains its ink in the middle of a thought
I am always running out of fuel and
I’m sorry I couldn’t get you someplace better.
I’m sorry we had to lay the blanket down here.
I’m sorry about the lack of cherry blossoms.
In reality I haven’t talked to that boy in weeks
but our dream selves are lying dead somewhere
hand-in-hand, staring sightless at the sky
and I will carry the weight of it with me always.
But anyway, it was just a dream.
Silly me. Silly us.
I told you once in a dream that I loved you.
You licked your thumb thoughtfully, flipped
through the pages of your dream oracle and mumbled
“Interesting. I wonder what that means.“
Ugh. This is so good it hurts my heart.
This is an incredibly nice thing to say. I’m sorry about your hurting heart, though 😉
Oh wow Natalie, this writing is at a whole new level of hauntingly real humanity, intermingling life and dreams.
Reading this leaves me wondering why my own dreams mostly seem to be terrifying and uncomfortable. Perhaps that is how real life is to me.
Real life is most certainly terrifying and uncomfortable! Dreams can only ever reflect reality, after all. Do we wake into dreams, or do we wake out of them? One can never be too sure.
Thank you for this. You always look at my work with such a keen eye, and I deeply appreciate it.
This is fine and deep and real.
Thank you, Alice 🙂
So vivid I’m crying right now.
Wow, thank you! I’m amazed this resonated with you so much.
Wonderful. Painful and so powerful. I love your work and I am really going to enjoy following your blog. I hope your poems find a very wide audience. You are very talented! 🙂
From the bottom of my heart: thank you! This means a lot to me. Thank you for reading and for the support 🙂
How interesting that we all have relationships on two levels like this, no? The dream and the “real.” And we poets live and thrive and know not how to exist except upon the cusp.
A great essay in Poetry a few months ago….on color in poetry, but it hits upon so many things about the art…
“That all poems are the space between the real and the dream worlds, the platform between the living and the dead.”
–Barbara Lasky
It’s very interesting. So interesting it makes my head spin.
Just last night I had a dream a plane crashed in my neighborhood and I was the only person who saw it. I kept screaming and no one would listen. I woke up completely unhinged, wondering if I was waking into reality or out of it.
I’ll have to think more about this 🙂 Thanks for the brain food.
Nice post!
Thank you!
Potterfan97 arent you a daily blogger
No, I don’t blog daily. I blog when I write, which fluctuates.
Thanks for the reply,
Why is it so? Just curious not much. Haha . I think you should. Ok but totally depends. I ‘m just a newbie, so just trying to increase my readers.
I’m really busy with school during this time of year so it’s hard to write poetry every day. I have two research papers I’m working on currently, which is also a factor. I write a lot more during the summer months.
Thanks for asking!
Cool
Fantastic.
Looks like that
Thank you!
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you’re welcome ^_^
i have always wanted to become a writer and you have inspired me to write…..thanks to your wonderful works…
This is the best thing to hear 🙂 Write on!
thank you..for your support..:)
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Thank you! 🙂
Wow, great inspiration to help me finish my book! 😉
Awesome! 🙂 Go get ’em!
Wow! I love how at the end of the poem, he’s all like: blasé, totally unrecognizing the emotion presented in the earlier stanzas. Or that’s what happened when I read it, anyway. His reaction makes those emotions more real for me.
That’s exactly how I intended it! 🙂 Thank you!
It’s awesome!!! 😀
You have serious talent. It’s amazing that so much depth can be felt in just a few lines. Words are so powerful, keep on using your power for good! 🙂
Also, your username makes me happy.
Wow, thanks for saying this! It means the world to me 🙂
(Glad you like the username, by the way! Potter fans unite!)
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Oh my gosh, you’re writing is amazing. I love it ❤
Wow, thank you so much! 😀
So deep
Thanks!
I also have ever dream same.
It’s great to hear others are tuned into my same wavelength!